Humbled myself

Written by Craig Pascute

Hello everyone. Yesterday I tried to carry my golf clubs and walk 9 holes at Arlington. I made it to hole 5 and then my body quit on me. I couldn’t finish and I had to sit there for 30 minutes before attempting to walk back to my car. I wanted to try it to see where my limit is and it was humorous just sitting out there stuck. Thankfully after resting I was able to get back to my car without having to call someone to come get me.

While not the first time cancer has humbled me, I doubt it will be the last. Because the pain medication works so well I tend to forget that I am limited. I pray/hope that I do better at Disney World. Speaking of Disney, my brother has a recorder and tapes that he is going to let me borrow for the trip so that is good news.

So if you only had 2 years left what would you spend your time doing? I pray often, ask that I use time wisely, try to spend as much time with kids and wife that I can, but beyond that I struggle. Some days I sleep and sleep and sleep. I know my body needs it, but I don’t want to waste days when they are so limited. Lord willing I live past the 2 years that the docs have given me, but that is not in my control at all. I try to remember that people pass every day without the same notice that I have been given. So I try to view the 2 years as a gift and am trying not to waste any of it. Any ideas… feel free to sign guestbook or drop me an email at Craig.Pascute@yahoo.com with any ideas.

Thanks again for all the support (financially, prayer, and time). I’m incredible thankful for it all and am pretty upbeat/positive about it all because of all the support. So thank you again.






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